likes
pastel and bubblegum pink
kawaii culture
music! (k-pop, metal, screamo, djent)
hoarding stationary
fresh (cat-friendly) flowers
going on adventures with my husband
sanrio (especially kuromi!)
resident evil / biohazard
wintertime
monster high
stim putty and slime
my shitbox car ♥
STICKERS!
J winning me new plushie friends from claw machines
About
Aka: Hea, Bee
Age: 36
Pronouns: she, her
Zodiac: Virgo sun, Aquarius moon, Aquarius rising
Responsible. Thorough. Meticulous. Observant. Detached. Rational. Prone to abstraction.
Ennegram: 9w1, the dreamer
Former Lives: Saleslady, baker, factory worker, barista
Currently: Stay at home wife and online student
I have long curtain bangs and shoulder length brown hair. It's usually in a claw clip because I live on the surface of the sun and I hate the feeling of sweaty hair. My eyes are also brown, unless I have grey circle lenses in. Despite avoiding the sun like I'm paid to, I have year-round freckles on my face, shoulders, and arms. My wardrobe is comprised of pullover sweatshirts, baggy t-shirts, flared jeans, Nike shorts, Lululemon skorts, simple dresses, and leggings. I am firmly the "no socks, wears shoes as little as possible" kind of autist; I was that kid with the grocery store feet, my bad.
I am taller than the average American woman (5'10") and am often mistaken for being in my early twenties, to which I
lollyrots?
It's a riff on "Lollirot", which is a song that was released in 1997 by the American Alt-Rock band Jack Off Jill. I like to interpret it as the two halves of my personality: lolly (high femme) and rot (alt-ish). Sorry ma, it wasn't a phase. You can find me using lollyrots on:
bluesky | bnet | steam (not adding)
Dumb Hea Facts
I don't know how to swim and have mild aquaphobia. I respect the ocean by admiring it from a distance! Chlorine makes me super nauseous, so I dislike pools.
I never learned how to ride a bike, either. I have no desire to learn as an adult.
I missed out on a lot of childhood milestones thanks to a combination of being brought up in an Evangelical Christian household and my mother's fear of driving. Being able to drive myself around is freedom.
Because of the aforementioned Evangelical upbringing, I have complicated feelings about religion in general that I'm still working through. (Cults are one of my special interests, though!)
My first webpage was a Sailor Moon shrine on GeoCities, created in 1999. I made the graphics in Paint!
Sailor Moon was the first fandom that led to me to making online friends. I was an officer in a SM roleplay guild on Neopets, playing the role of Sailor Chibi Moon.
Despite Sailor Moon being such a core part of my adolesence, I don't like anime. Gomen ne.
I'm still semi-active on Neopets, though I only seem to throw monies at the stupid gacha dress up component these days.
Return to home?
dislikes
running
overly familiar people
most dogs, sorry!
sensory nightmares
people whose entire personality are based on memes
team based games
forced socialization
the laundry (a Sisyphean task)
summertime
alcohol (everything about it gives me the ick)
waiting
when people don't get my sense of humour